In the Nile

bismillah, 
Assalamualaikum, 
hello world...how are you?? ^^ 
I pray everyone's  fine and smiling even though things may not be going according to plan sometimes I hope your still smiling and bersyukur~
did you get the title? I'm in the nile (in denial) aheh =_=;

So I can't actually remember where I left of.  This blog feels so archaic.  But I'm so happy to be writing again.  Which makes me wonder why I even stopped..hmm..oh yes, the exams.  let's put some urgency to it..the FINALsss..meh, the thought of shutting this blog down for a bit so I would be more focused was not really the trick. I was still infatuated in other stuff. aaa~ why la.why know. 

Anyway, on to more serious stuff. Let's see what's happened in this past couple of weeks. hrm.. 
1) *hang on a sec, I just viewed my blog again..wah~ soo long I haven't updated you* there's so much that's been going on..ooh~ I just miss you more..aaa~ okay, back to business
Our house was burgled about a month ago I think, I can't even remember now.  And the mean pencuri stole my MacBook. sedeyh.. I found a replacement the next day.. I just lost hope of ever finding it again.  So the replacement..hmm ok la +ve thing is its a bit smaller and lighter very very practical for travelling. the not so good is it's not an apple so the internets a bit slower, and there's trojan here and there. but it's still holding up so kudos!! I will learn to love you vaio!

2) I've finished my rotation in Taunton.  Yes I know, the last post I was talking about my first week there. Now it's all over.  Feelings? mixed both happy and sad, and relieved and anxious and stressed..aa~ I was happy there were loads of adventrure, juicy gossips, more awkwardness, new friends, a bit of friendly flirting here and there (as if ;p), I mean just observing people flirting haha.

3) Erm, had my long case. ok fullstop. not really in the mood to talk about it.

4) So happy Disney is not on the boycott list anymore. well, cos I've bought tickets to Disneyland Paris this December for mama, abah, me and Adah.  Hope everything goes well and weather permits us to travel.  

5) Somehow I miss painting. 

6) I'm so bad with people complaining.  I know there's a difference between complaining and expressing your feelings (meluahkan perasaan) but sometimes it's just tiring.  I suppose I'll just get so involved if someone complains. Then my mood will just dampen..and get depressed hm..pelik..I'm sure there's someone else like me out there right? right? right? noo....?

7) Finally, yes finally I have my exams coming up.  It's in 16 days. aaaI don't know whether I'm preparing much for it.  Doesn't actually feel like it though. hrmm..

Ya Allah, please protect me.  From all the negative feelings and sifat2 mazmumah seperti kemalasan, tidak menepati janji dsb.  and please let me pass this exam.. and berkati masa kami. 

Amin.  

my ramble for tonight hihi 
22.23 (22/11/12)