all this rant is so unncessary. i'm so sorry if people have been reading this. i seriously need to mend myself. i've been acting unreasonable for the past few days. or maybe weeks. part of me says its because i haven't come to terms yet with my lost. part of me says its the hard work, or the lack of. and a deeper part of me is whispering that i've lost my passion. which i seriously need searching for right now.

i need a quick fix.

Allah, help me please. Amin.