and the rambling continues

it's wet and it's cold outside.
and i'm feeling i'm such a long way behind..

as adah would say it "next time...harder please!"
okay, so i guess i should have to
try harder,
work harder,
pray harder,
and sleep harder?..heheh. kidding. ;)

no title

saya rindu mereka.

muscle

when the going gets tough, we get tougher? (byk muscle) ;p

when a friend asked an F2 doctor on how to learn to examine patients, he just said, "well..sometimes u just have to go in there and do it" he gave this cheeky smile and ushered us to a very sweet lady patient.

and there i was thinking hang on a second, i'm not ready for this.

but alas, it wasn't all that bad. true, it was daunting, but we managed to get through with it. the F2 was very helpful and he had this genuine act that really wanted us to learn something. and truth be said, i had gained a lot from that hour. the most important was to be confident and having the courage for our convictions.

and so i guess its the same in our daily lives (be it non-academic related stuff). its' quite impossible really to stop time and wait for things to come in our way. to go into things when we think we are fully capable. to be fully ready. to be sure that we won't be making any mistakes. to make sure we are going to be the best. but that doesn't usually happen now does it?
because as we ourselves take our time to grow, everything else also changes. it's all the dynamics and nothing with the statics. (hehe. this doesn't make any sense)
if we don't grab the moment now, we might be left behind forever.

so let's pray a lot for Allah's help and blessing. so He may guide us and so we may survive whatever it is that we're facing. (this bit i keep reminding myself).

and maybe sometimes its not so bad to make the plunge?

Peanut

right. in an hour i'm supposed to be at clifton to get a ride with my groupmates to a GP. and i macam tgh sgt rindu kt family. oh yeah, finished early at the BRI (where i'm currently having my clinical) so i came back home. i thought i could handle 30 minutes walk everyday to and from hosp. but dear me was i wrong. suddenly i'm hating the steepy hills of Bristol. alangkah tidak bersyukur nya saya ni kan. so i'm trying to look at it in a better light. exercise tu ok apa. increasing my bone mass before 30 is what i'm apparently doing. so that i could lower down my risk of getting osteoarthritis. and women has a higher risk than men. ahah. last year punya lecture.

ok. next topic. my sister's preggy. haritu she texted me. dahla i tgh jalan nk blk umah. hampir pengsan ku dibuatnya. berita mcm ni harus la call ok. 'angs, ur gonna be a makcik soon. i'm preggy~'. haha that's all i got from the text. Aiman x kesah~. as long as i know about it. thought she had quite an episode of mood swings before i came back to Bristol. seems my assumption was right after all. haha.

so anyway, haritu i called and asked da tau gender ke blum. she said blum lg. a few more weeks baru tau. right now the baby's basically the size of a peanut. oh yeah, and the baby has a nickname. als didn't want makcik housekeeper tau she's preggy so dia x bg adah sebut2 psl 'baby'. so skrg adah panggil baby tu 'Peanut'. and so we're all refering to the baby as 'Peanut'. hope it doesn't last till she's born. hmm..pikir blk, cam best lak name peanut. or chestnut..or hazel nut.

right. sila focus kpd kerja. ciao!