of some thought before going to bed

i hope everyone's well at gome.. i really miss them.. especially in times like this.. i suppose that's the difference between kids and adults.. if a kid will throw tantrun and does impulsive things that will make him/her get what he/she wants.

an adult on the hand, faces things that are unwanted in life with sabar and doa that Allah will take care of the rest And try to find meaning behind it. even if i am still feeling quite clueless right now..

oh Allah please ease our affairs in dunya and akhirah...

or make us strong to go throught ur tests ameeen 

of a bit of sadness

salam.. long time no see..

it is the cycle of life that when one enters the world, others will go..

i'm in my car in front of my house and it's raining outside. hmm...i don't feel like going out.. 

these past few days hv been quite sad..

but with everything in life, u just take it in with a pinch of salt..

and carry on ur life as usual..

and u keep on reminding urself that the only constant is Allah..

and pray hard that He will make it alright inshaAllah..

of screaming out load

i feel so angry...urgh i can just scream so loud till my ear drums pop out

of a last minute getaway

and so it ends.. today.. the adrenaline, the teamwork, the astonishment, the awe..

waking up in the morning in denial.. but the food is a good motivation to wake up 

of Amniotic fluid and the likes

hi there, long time no see.. it's me here.. and yes it has come to that time where yet again i will be embarking on a new terrain. and i'm speaking career wise. 

sobi'm currently wnjoying my end of posting for OnG. i'm so glad i've finished it Alhamdulillah. it was an interesting posting. i found some parts very nauseating but ofhers very worthwhile. as always its always a mixture. and sticking to my true nature of being fickleminded, i am yet to decide what path am i passionate to pursue..and a long sigh comes...

well, sorry can't stay long, need to get ready. am currently at Bunbury western australia, planning to go to Treetop Walks today.. huhu may Allah make ease... i'll tell u more about our trip later.. till i see u again.. toodalooo~ 

😁 yours truly, 

Dr Nahdiya Md Jan