of angels and demons

one minute u feel like your on top of the world, and then u blink your eyes..

and suddenly u feel like ur at the bottom of everything..  beneath the dirt and debris.. 

and a long pause

breath in and breath out..

and the cycle repeats itself

of being a Momo

hi, long time no update.. 

hmm with my curent life status, i'm not sure where i'm at rite now. one thing is, i'm getting the hang of being in KK. slowly getting there. and there's actually a lot to learn. i love my collegues. their very helpful. but i don't know if their quietly judging me haha

mm other than that, i've applied for leave.. hihihihi Alhamdulillah..

i need to find more decent clothes for work. recently i feel my clothes is becoming more singkat, my tudung also feels sometimes not adequate but so far i think still tutup aurat inshaAllah. myb need to buy my clothes from muslimah shops. 

lately i feel a bit far from Allah. myb its me solat tak khusyuk, or quran tak selalu baca, or solat sunat slalu tinggal. myb i miss usrah. its been a while since i attended majlis ilmu. i miss the environment, the barakah of being protected bu angels. i think i need to register for islamic conventions they do at picc. i need to find back the essence. of depending your life on Allah. oh dear, i miss my more innocent self. 

ok xpe, my plan now is, to dekatkan diri dgn Allah, need to baca quran more, need to solat sunat more, solat on time, and cari majlis ilmu to attend inshaAllah. 

wish me luck 👍

bismillah 

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