is it the time on the month yet? no

hurt

betrayal

dishonesty

feeling: not so good

haha a patient made me cry today

and all of the above emotions

me

nmj

of a moody day

this too shall pass.. 

currently hitting rock bottom

but i will rise up 

just wait

na-da

there are days when u just feel stoical. 

today is one. 

yours 

nad

of thoughts before going to sleep

as i lie awake tonite

i wonder how far i've gotten from u

i hope i'm never too far from you

oh Allah please make me one that loves you more then the love for any of your creations or any dreams that this world may offer

and please make me a fighter for everything that you love 

provide me the strength and make me succeed in this life and hereafter

Ameen 

plan/things to do:

1) read ma'thurat daily

2) hafal juzuk 30

3) cari pendrive and transfer juzuk 30 mishary al afasy to listen in the car

4) visa to aussie

5) ticket for penguins

6) read quran daily

7) solat sunat at least once a day

8) cari islamic relief password to log in

9) bayar zakat

inshaAllah still trying

yours, 

nahdiya