Sunday, 6 May 2018

of memoirs

salam heyyyyu blog
long time no update
ive missed u with a big huge M

u know what?
Ramadhan’s coming soon Alhamdulillah
i’m so glad alrhough i still hv a few more days to finish off my puasa but yehhhh i’m so happy
Alhamdulillah.. i hope Allah makes me to get through this year’s ramadhan inshaAllah...
i find that a lot of things in my life happen near ramadhan... and it’s a month where i feel the closest to Allah...

i really miss my old self thatms close to Him
that makes it a point to read the quran daily
that has an aim to memorize the surahs and the quran

oh Allah please dont let me go astray

please guide me back to you whenever i hv wronged
ameen inshaAllah

forever His slave , please dont forget
yours,
Nahdiya

Monday, 8 January 2018

of me again

dear blog, 
although its a bit difficult to write to you now, but i’ll find a way to manage inshaAllah.. 
dear blog.. i feel i’m a trainwreck.. i don’t have anything to be proud of.. i want to cont studying but i dont have enough funds yet  and i want to marry this guy but i don’t really know him and to top it all of, my heart still feels hurt over what happened before.. 

am i just making too many buts in my life? 
annddd.. i feel like such a loser.. sobs
i think its the hormones talking.. nvrmind 

i’ll be fine
talk to u soon 
nahdiya xx