of new beginnings

Hey
Assalamualaikum
Long time no see 😊

sometimes
i think to myself whether I am
or I’m not
ready
that is
to be a wife

whether i know what is required
whether i can fully accept what is
or what is going to be
or what has not yet happened
the future
that is
and whether i can fulfill
what is axpected of me

sometimes
i wonder
if my heart can take it
the happiness
the sorrows

whether i can mantain
my intentions
that is to do it for Him

inshaAllah
may Allah redha

and may we continue to purify our souls

-day 4 of 2019
nad mj
day 49 of being Mrs