of mumbles and rambles

heyy mr/mrs blog

i'm feeling a bit nostalgic tonitee 🙄

not sure what will happen this yr.. should i apply masters? should i mintak pindah? should i this? should i that? hm 🙄🙄

its okayy, just decide and pray Allah will giv the best 

mcm senang je ckp kann 😑😑 

ok finee, nk bace harry potter la.. 

bye

yours,

nahdiya

of a birthday note

hye thereee

just some thoughts before going to bed 

Alhamdulillah today is my brithday hehe yay!! i'm ehem ehem years old but still 19 at heart haha 😂 

i took an annual leave today.. it was nice waking up not having to rush and go to work todayy.. had a nice simple breakfast with my family mama, abah, als and dids before they went for work.. 

sweet thing is, mama took leave for me as well huhu since her classes haven't started yet and she knew i ws on leave as well.. 

so we went shopping.. she asked me if i wanted a birthday cake.. and i said i think i may just want a piece, i think i'm too old for a whole cake huhuhu 🙊

and i told her i teringin nk try kedai cake jalan tiung in shah alam.. so we went there and......

it was closed sobs

it opens wed - fri 

uhuks 

so we headed back and had our lunch at sepiring (mama's favourite) and met up with als there.. 

in the afternoon i went swimming..hihi managed 5 laps as usual Alhamdulillah.. and it was raining.. felt like i was at sea with ombak2 sket hahah

anywayyyy, i'm really grateful to hv spent the day with mama..i shared a bit about my life with her.. the good and not so good ones.. and had my ears open to her stories as well.. reminded me a lot about my schooling days when she was a housewife at the time, i would find her lying on the bed taking a nap.. without changing my uniform i would lie down beside her.. then she would open her eyes and asked how my day was.. i would look up at the ceiling and tell her everything.. my fights with my bff and etc..

mama, thanks for giving birth to me 29 years ago.. and for bearing with me although i'm not the most ideal daughter

may Allah grant u jannah

i love u

yours, 

nahdiya 

of a quiet weekend

hey world.. 

currently in the phase of wanting to vent out but then i just don't have the energy.. and a different side of me just feels.. i'm too matured for this.. hahaha 

i hope ur fine.. the headache and all.. may Allah protect u 

new years resolution: must learn to finish my food.. although every time pun hv the same resolution 💪🏻

loves, 

nahdiya

of random thoughts before dozing of

hey, hw hv u been? hope ur doing fine.. 

i just need to let this out.. there r times when u doubt urself.. but then u understand that certain things are out of our power.. and u return it back to the One.. hoping that everything will be okayy inshaAllah.. 

"to love is to accept the greatness and flaws of each other" - nmj

everyday is a process of learning to love the ppl around me. i realize it makes the environment more enjoyable and makes my collegues more fun to be around 😆

if i havent said it yet,

have a wonderful and properous and blessed new year iA :)

loves, nahdiya

of a new year

assalamualaikum worldd...  morningg 😁

today is the 2nd day of 2017..

yes we've come into another year.. and today is the 2nd page of a freshly opened new book. 

Alhamdulillah yesterday i started the year with something beneficial.. i hope its a good predictor of what's to come.. 

so i joined the free clinic for rohingya under imaret yesterday.. it's my third time joining the medical clinic.. the first one was in 2015 when i was still a houseman at melaka hosp and it was held at depot tahanan imegresen somewhere near broga. and last year i joined once a free clinic for syrian refugees. initially i went alone to these activities and now i'm so glad i hv a friend who shares the same passion so we usually carpool together 😊

i hope i can continue contributing to society.. 

i may not be rich and may not be able to contribute a lot financially. but everyone has their own ways of giving back that can add to their worth and make them valuable. especially in these tough times. 

but alas whatever it is, its the niat that counts.. innamala'malubinniyat..

verily one's worth of deed depends on their niyat..

being ikhlas and ihsan is very difficult but not impossible to strive for.. 💪🏻

may Allah be pleased with us inshaAllah

welcoming 2017 with optimism, love and a warm heart...   

yours 

Nahdiya 

ps: need to plan for my family trip soon.. better get a headstart.. bye