of advice we say to our children

so this is how it feels when our trust is betrayed

or when someone doesnt have the decency to tell u what's happening until u figure out yourself.. 

it's one way or the other.. hearts will be broken.. please be the better man and be honest.. 

apologies can be given.. mistakes can be rectified.. but mistreatment will be hard to forget

they say things happen for a reason.. 

maybe it ws my mistake all along? something that i needed reminding? 

perhaps a reminder that i should be closer to You? that i have long strayed from my mutabaah amal? from reading mathurat in the car? from hafal quran? from reading the meanings? or from putting my tawakul and trust in You?

perhaps what we wanted were on parallel lines, never meant to meet  up anywhere?

perhaps Allah has a better plan?
perhaps its a lesson utk bersangka baik dgn Allah? 

this too shall pass inshAllah

so what if im emotional?
because what u did ws still unacceptable

nahdiya