of taken from the web

"there's too much on my mind that i want to write but nothing comes out..

that's how i feel when i'm with u 

too much to say but nothing comes out.. just huhus and hahas

but never the essence 

i was never me

and u were never u

unlike the song by james bay that we listened to 

i'm sorry if it was my mistake 

for being so stoical so unemotional
but your late replies were so torturing
wondering why, wondering what if, wondering where's
the apology

i kept every feeling of fondness, endearment inside until we were together

but that was never an excuse for you

not to fight for me,
until i got the answer

and now comes the heartache

but the heartbreak is unbearable.. 

or was unbearable.. 

in a few days time

inshaAllah"

-anonymous-