First and foremost, AlhamdulillahiRabbilalamin..for even the tiniest second of life He allows us to taste.

Rezeki.
Things we are enjoying to make us closer to Him. - ustaz Atep
Hu. am back in Bristol. grateful. scared. happy. sad. sad. sad. miss. the. family.
i think this might be the most homesick i've ever felt. wuuu.. yaAllah please take care of them while i'm away. everyone's growing up so fast.

change.
though i hate it. deep down I know it's Sunnatullah. nothing can remain stagnant or it will become stinky. like the open longkangs where the water isn't flowing. hu. a stab to the heart. that means 'myself' as well. of course, myself would imply so much. 0_o uhuk uhuk



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Ya ayuhhal muzammil. wahai org yg berselimut!
Qumillaila illa qolila. bangunlah di malam hari kecuali sedikit drpnya

"orang besar yg memikul beban besar ini hidupnya tidak punya tidur, tidak punya libur, tidak punya hamparan hangat gebu..." - Sayyid Qutb

hai org yg berduvet..be prepared.
let's become hunters! hunters of 'The Night'.

p/s: i nicked a few books from abah & mama. they seemed delighted. heh.